flexbone:

the sadness crept up on me, and reminded me who I am.

All of the mistakes I made flashed through my head.

I just want to be accepted by those I love the most.

But i’m reminded that I am not the guy I want to be.

I’m different…and no matter who says that’s okay,

The people I used to call my friends shun me.

I’m not one of them…i’m an outsider.

And no matter how much I tell myself that’s okay.

I can’t deny the pain that I carry.

I didn’t ask to be like this 

It just happened.

so relevant to what i was feeling today thank you for putting it in words